PinnedMember-only10 Times I Wasn’t EnoughPart 1: Fragments “Now would be a really great time to tap into that fire of creativity. Surprisingly, outside of your solar plexus, your chakras are all balanced,” Anna advised in the personalized Reiki video I’d paid for a week earlier. (Thanks, Mom) “You’re holding space for this built-up creative…Minka Kelly6 min readMinka Kelly6 min read
PinnedMember-onlyHow I Turned Self-Sabotage into Self-AwarenessWhat comes to mind when you hear the word ‘Freedom’? Outside of hearing Kygo’s banger, I feel the simplicity, of being perfectly content in the NOW, because that’s all we’ve ever had, which Meryl Streep (as a whale) reminded me of, in Apple’s hit new TV show, Extrapolations. Between her…Freedom5 min readFreedom5 min read
Nov 11Member-only“I Did Every Step Except The Most Important One”How I’m using Pardon My Take for a life analysis… on a Friday night. In a different era, I would’ve felt the need to go out, simply because it’s the weekend, but a lot has changed since leaving AZ over two years ago. This morning, Ian woke me up with…Adhd5 min readAdhd5 min read
Oct 27Member-onlyWar Is Always TragicIt’s The Way We Execute That Matters It’s been 52 days since I last posted. Having the weekly inclination to write a blog wasn’t enough, because the truth was, I just wanted to express myself, which I often channel through writing. Since moving to “the valley,” however, I can recognize…War6 min readWar6 min read
Sep 4Member-onlyI Moved & Still Have All My Old ShitAn Expression of Gratitude Listening to reiki has become a daily ritual for me; sometimes I’m there simply for a soothing voice, but more often than not, I find the messages enormously resonate and supportive — probably why I’m such a consistent customer. This time, my favorite, Reiki with Anna…Gratitude6 min readGratitude6 min read
Aug 13Member-only5 Ways I Can Be Brave TodayRewatching Sex & The City has stoked my desire to write just because I love it; it’s also serving as a reminder to embrace different fashion choices that reflect how I’m feeling in my body. I realize that’s one of my ‘Life Languages;’ a term snagged from a friend (Marney…Bravery6 min readBravery6 min read
Jul 25Member-onlyDress Me Up, Make It Tight, I’m Your DollyIt’s been two days since the Barbie premiere and the arches of my feet are almost no longer in pain… almost. …Barbie5 min readBarbie5 min read
Jul 4Member-onlyRAGEI’m screaming in the car and I can’t release it I walk I run I write I talk I cry, uncontrollably nothing is workingMental Health1 min readMental Health1 min read
Mar 5Member-only3 Hard Truths About Prioritizing YourselfAnd finding your ‘why’ Despite my fundamental understanding that nothing stays the same, here I sit, frustrated at my inability to feel ‘right.’ Like the unexpected downpour of rain in LA, my body has been releasing — the waterworks have been dramatic and the journaling has been rigorous — I…Lonely5 min readLonely5 min read
Jan 21Member-onlyCongratulations, Your Boyfriend’s A GamerI recognize a pattern when I see one… sometimes It’s 3:38, now 3:39 on a Friday afternoon, and for a solid two years now, ‘33’ has been one of the persisting messages finding space in my mind. I love subliminal messages. Outside of noticing the clock, I’m talking addresses, building numbers (which are basically…Emotional Intelligence4 min readEmotional Intelligence4 min read
